班上最近流行了Dota风……可以说是高兴，也可以说悲哀
当班长的第8日，突然发现到每天都会跑到教室办公室，真累人
一直以来，我说话的声音比我喊人的声音小很多倍……
这几天跟着HiNTs和康辉、和他的哥哥打，经过了不少的战争……突然觉得，我玩的很有压力
怎么就是怕输……因为会被学校的几个洗……所以很有压力
平时的我好像不是这样的
你，最近不和我说话，我也没有话说，其实我们如果坦白一点，彼此一定能找到话题聊的……不是吗？
你，最近和他很好，好到我没话说……但是我觉得你们两个也只是互相利用而已吧……
你，比以前变了好多，两个人在一起真的那么容易让其中一方变得迷失自己，认为没了她就活不下去么……
你们，都是我最重要的人……只是，我不允许……你们一直占据我心中的位置……
让这里的朋友们很难真正的了解我，即使叫我放开，也很难吧……
有些人真的即使半年不和他说话，彼此都会有话题让对方能和自己沟通，我的人生中到现在也只有一个
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You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light
You make me wanna love
You make me wanna fall
You make me wanna surrender my soul
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight
You're the first and last thing on my mind
You make me wanna love
You make me wanna fall
You make me wanna surrender my soul
Well I know that these feelings won't end no no
They'll just get stronger if I see you again
Baby I'm tired of being friends
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain
Don't leave me in doubt
Everytime you see me what do you see
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen
Oh baby you're the only thing that I really need
And baby that's why
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light
You make me wanna love
You make me wanna fall
You make me wanna surrender my soul
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight
You're the first and last thing on my mind
You make me wanna love
You make me wanna fall
You make me wanna surrender my soul
I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out
Baby we can make sweet love
Then we'll take it nice and slow
I'm gonna touch you like you've never know before
We're gonna make love all night
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light
You make me wanna love you make me wanna fall
You make me wanna surrender my soul
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight
You're the first and last thing on my mind
You make me wanna love you make me wanna fall
You make me wanna surrender my soul
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light
You make me wanna love
You make me wanna fall
You make me wanna surrender my soul
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight
You're the first and last thing on my mind
You make me wanna love
You make me wanna fall
You make me wanna surrender my soul
如果我能，我会不顾白昼或黑夜……无时无刻都想你……
可惜这个世界上不能允许
我们也只能将彼此的这份心意
埋藏在心里的最深处
将它静静带过
被时间遗忘
推向虚无的坟墓……
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真的真的……我真的对自己从来没有自信过……
因为我害怕世界上所谓的误差、奇迹
一切不能在自己的掌控中的感觉很糟糕……
所以我说
在虚无的世界，得到现实的自信和尊重，是不是不合逻辑
